If you are a lost appearance, looking for something to believe in, looking for some guidance, you are going to change beliefs a lot. There is no source which hands out concrete information. There is no item, human or circle which is capable to give you the whole information. Some of them even don't want to hand out. There is only a chaos of information and possible beliefs walking around. It's your choice which one you want to believe. If you are a creature which always thought to find absolute mental stability in what people tell and act, you have picked the wrong world. There is none of them capable to give this flawless to you. There is only you. Your hands. Your mind. Your brain. Your ability to manage and to understand. Nothing else.